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December 19th, 2005
04:47 pm
Lets see where to start....
1)Got a job..awhile ago now. Speedway-Swartz Creek. Stop and see me faggots.
2)Moved to Grand Blanc with Chessie. I love love love it.
3)I have a fun life. Ha.
4)Hang out do random shit...
5)People over a lot.
6)Go to bed early (1st shift)
7)Went to Canada with Chessie, Brian, and Josh to see Aganist Me. That was one interesting trip. I'd have to say all around it was fun. Hotel got trashed though. And I think Josh thinks Chess and I hate him. Well Josh we don't. I just like to hit out with stuff when you listen to shitty music.
8)Went to the library today. Got books.
9)Going to some crazy ass party on New Years. Still not sure about that one....
10)Got an amazing shirt yesterday. Along with an amazing CD [panic! at the disco]
11)I miss certain old friends. Probably not who you think.
12)I love my life. Its almost perfect..almost.
13)Chessie is the ruler of the world.
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August 24th, 2005
09:01 pm - i need you.
i love you.
thats all i know.
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July 21st, 2005
12:41 am
My knees hurt really bad.
My Grandmother is in the hospital.
She might die.
Thats sad.
Today was fun.
Pizza with Chess, Ginger, Joann, and Benji.
Shopping carrying Benji...oh my is he soo cute.
Swimming.
Hanging out with Chess and her mother.
It was fun.
I'm feeling bad.
I dont like it.
I wanna be cheered up.
Leave me a happy comment bitches.
<3 Sweet Dreams <3
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July 12th, 2005
01:08 pm
blah.
im tired.
where is my zaa zaa zsu?
secret crushes need to become unsecret.
also im sick and tired of people being dumb.
only i know what i mean.
it just pisses me off.
so stop.
thanks.
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July 8th, 2005
03:07 pm
well.
wednesday had a massive fight with an asshole.
went to the expo.
went upside down.
actually fun.
crazy carnies.
yesterday hung out with the boyfriend.
today at his house until 7.
later going to the expo again.
prolly go upside down again.
thrilling.
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July 4th, 2005
02:40 am - cough cough cough
well friday night went to ricks house with people. such as = chessie, josiah, some girls, john....other people stopped by like bob..root...brian..and josh. it was a decent night. i just liked staying the night. :)
saturday hung around at ricks house with him.
sunday went to DCC then went out to dinner. took a nap. rearranged the living room. went to ricks house. picked up chessie at like 2 am came home.
tomorrow...gonna go the ricks house then not sure what we are doing...maybe going to the drive in.
im a happy bear.
im in crazy love. <3
hahah chessie fell right off the porch. classic. stupiddd...hahaha....
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June 26th, 2005
11:22 pm
well i have had a l-o-n-g couple of days.
friday night chessie, bob, and i drove down to ann arbor to jason's.
that was a really fun night..haha...i needed that fun.
saturday we drove home and dropped off bob.
went to chessie's and got ready for danny's wedding.
the wedding was outside and chessie and i melted. it was sick
the reception was boring so chessie and i left and went to bed at seven.
today i did nothing but relax and it was much needed.
tomorrow rick's house.
sweet dreams.
p.s. im sick of drama...ewwww
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June 23rd, 2005
02:30 pm - You made my day when you told me
well monday hung out with rick then later hung out with chessie and nick.
tuesday went to lansing and got pulled over. saw the new batman movie. it was ok.
wednesday went to ricks house, had a great time. i hope i become happy again. left there went to chessies hung out with her bob and nick. that was fun. stayed the night at chessies came home and now im doing laundry.
i really hope that things go better for me and everyone. cause i feel horrible when my friends are sad. everyone deserves to be happy.
the other day i heard some of the nicest things ever. i enjoyed that. it made me feel wonderful. i love you.
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June 19th, 2005
10:49 pm
Thursday during the day I cleaned out my car. it was a mess. that night i went to chessies house and waited for her and leeannee. they got there we went to mcdonalds. came home ate mcnuggets played two games of nightmare. drove to owosso, went to meijers and pushed chess and leeannee around in a cart. went and found a parking lot and danced. it was fun. went back to chessies and went to bed.
Friday during the day went to ricks. picked chessie up from work went to the local. which was just something i shouldnt of did. went to the mall. then picked up leeannee. we started our drive to ohio. it was a very fun ride. thriller. finally got there and started the party. leeannee got sick on my hand. it was gross and funny. her and i sat outside by ourselves most of the night. it was fun. we had a good talk. she was very helpful. finally we crawled into our bed and went to sleep. woke up and started our trip home. got into michigan. chessies car started to act up. pulled off at an exit. it stop moving. soooo we met these people that pulled the car to a party store and gave us 20 dollars. they were nice. so was chris. the worker at the store. he let us move into the back room until mike got there and saved us. finally got into town. went to chessies house and sat around. left to go to subway and saw nick booth. that was fun. havent seen him in ages. went to subway went back to chessies and fell asleep. went home and went to bed. i wanna move and get away..its a serious thought. i need it. chessie will come to and also maybe leeannee ahaha...probably not her cause her parents wont allow that one... but....yeah thats all
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June 14th, 2005
03:20 pm - ...I'm falling harder everyday....
Monday i went to ricks
Today going to moms ball game with aunt teresa
Wed. going to ricks and hopefully mom larry and aunt teresa are leaving for virginia.
Thursday hopefully shopping with chessie
Friday the local..and not positive yet after that..
Went to westaff today..might get a job with this guy named tom...he sounds legged...but its money..
i have to get back to cleaning.
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June 11th, 2005
11:08 pm
i had fun today.
went to ricks.
sat around and just hung out...it was a lot of fun.
went to goodwill with rick.
took him to get ice cream.
went back to his house.
left and picked up chessie.
went to the mall.
met nick.
saw leannee and bob.
went to mcdonalds
then went to borders.
took chessie home.
tomorrow..boring as shit.
monday..hanging out with rick.
fun shit.
im sorta sad.
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June 10th, 2005
10:54 pm - A room full of moths
I thought today was going to suck.
But it actually turned out to be fun.
Got up and did nothing.
Went to Ricks house.
Took Rick to Nicks.
Came home.
Went out to dinner with Mom and Larry.
Came home.
Watched a movie.
Our giant mirror fell on top of Mom.
Ha..that was funny.
Now gonna go to bed soon.
Sweet Dreams.
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June 9th, 2005
11:04 pm - Hold me in your arms
today got home from chessies.
did the dishes.
went to ricks.
went and got my nails done.
went shopping.
came home.
did laundry.
i was just thinking about my pictures that i just got. there is some in there that are so cute..they just make me smile when i think about them. i want to show everyone. but there isnt a reason too.
parts of today made me feel better. i like feeling better. thanks to those who helped. i want to dance...i want to spin. only one person can spin me. you know who you are.
are you looking for your kids at the bus stop???
HAHA
thats just for you buddy bears.
sweet dreams.
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11:20 am
yesterday was fun.
picked up chessie.
went to the mall.
saw sid and joey.
went and talked to sebastian.
went back and walked around with joey.
tall boy slim.
went outside and hung out with sebastian.
talked to shaun, met joe.
met this kid named randy.
looked just like josh whent.
left the mall.
we went to borders with joey.
left there.
went to kroger.
called fernando.
went to fernado's house.
hung out there.
left there.
called brian.
picked him up.
went to taco bell.
went back to durand.
went to chessie's house.
brian came over.
talked to bob online.
read a book of letters.
went to bed.
fun shit.
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June 8th, 2005
10:29 am - Break Me
Yesterday was fun.
And sorta depressing.
Picked up Chessie.
Went to the mall.
Talked about boys and how they make us sad.
Met some guys.
Hung out with them for a while.
I really did have fun but I mean it was also depressing just all the talking.
I feel so lost sometimes...like im not all here....i can barely think about it.
I still love him.
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June 6th, 2005
11:24 pm - fuck you
havent updated in forever...
dont really care to now...
im pissy...
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April 13th, 2005
12:17 pm
Yesterday was fun.
Itwas Ricks and Mine % month Aniiversary.
We went to Durand to the Park and had a picnic
Played some baketball...which i actually am getting better at..
Came back here.
Went for a walk on the tracks which was very fun...birds died..we saw crazy turkeys..and the gophers didnt get me.. :)
Had dinner with his mom..
All around it was a very fun day...and i think it was the perfect way to spend our anniversary..
Im so happy we are together....i love him...
I leave in little over a month for New Mexico...im excited...but ill miss rick.. :(
Not sure what Im doing today ....
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April 5th, 2005
12:16 pm - rick made me do it
[1.] Who are you?
[2.] Are we friends?
[3.] When and how did we meet?
[4.] Do you have a crush on me?
[5.] Would you kiss me?
[6.] Describe me in one word.
[7.] What was your first impression?
[8.] Do you still think that way about me now?
[9.] What reminds you of me?
[10.] If you could give me anything what would it be?
[11.] How well do you know me?
[12.] When's the last time you saw me?
[13.] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[14.] Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
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March 31st, 2005
10:16 am
Lately just been doing same old thing...i like it though.
Went to great lake crossings with chessie like last week.
Got a shirt.
Next day went again with rick..got a dress.
One day like last week I met Vinny.
He is crazy.
Hung out with him and rick and mariah...fun stuff.
Today we were going to go to lansing to the park but we are sleepy...so im not to sure whats going on.
im cold.
my dad is a ass.
my car is falling apart.
chessie- call me...i want to do something soon.
after this im probably going back to lay with rick in bed...i wish i could fall back asleep..i love him <3
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